Without a kiss
When you are in a relationship ,a kiss is something by which you show your affection for that special person to whom you love . Obviously first you should be sure of that relationship.
I am in relationship with a promise. Which I made.
Its my fault…I could not blame anybody. I am seeing a person from last 5 years and I don't know why there is no progress. Sometimes as woman I want more from this relationship but as I am still not sure about it. I can't go any further.
I have emotionally connected myself with him that I can't go back….I still regret. But I will never leave him until, I am too much compel .
I ask him regularly and often….I try very hard just to know, what he thinks.But I am failed.
What if I have to leave him. I don't know how he will be. But I don't think... I would be better without him .
What if one day I kiss him..and leave a everlasting mark of feelings in his heart. But the very next day I realize that it was a mistake. I would be embarrassed. It's the reason I still can't kiss him. But I can't stop myself from looking him. I am a woman…who has desire to be loved in the way she wanted.
I am just waiting for right call. I guess I still have to wait for right person to come…you know💭 I never give up. I still believe I have chance to meet my soulmate.