MEN'S AROUND ME



Recently I was very much busy……in fact I am still busy .but as I was craving of  with something I thought …I should write it … its actually one of my PMS symptoms you know..
OK ….. It’s about men’s   all around me…
As you know last month was my birthday…most people around me didn’t even remember because they all depend on Face -book birthday alert…which I still hate…. I don’t how do people use to remember birthdays before fb came in existences.
I was disappointed by my friends…specially some closed one because I expected something from them. Even my boyfriend had no idea, so I punished him….  I didn’t talk to him for two weeks and basically ignored him.
I know he didn’t got any hint …what into me...That what is going on…so I just said its September month…and then it strike him what the reason…   he said “I am sorry, I complete forgot”.I said "Ok, but I want some time from him."

So in last week what I did was visited him in his place ….I talked with him for hours and I was satisfied…..as it was the thing I wanted… the best part was I saw his room …. I shared blanket with him…I clicked his unwashed face and captured some funny moments.
I don’t know whether he understands my feelings for him or not … but I actually love him for that very moment…although for short time...but I could have kissed him… I was enjoying that feeling of shyness.
After few hours I have go… but I asked him next time I want a proper date...
So this how my finally I satisfied my birthday wish.
Next day was normal…everything went well…
There were some new fresher in my work place…all of them are men...It is nothing new for me…because I am only woman in office , I have got used to it…the  only problem is that they have not got used me…. I hate constant staring …. Like; I am monkey in a zoo. Yes, for them it might be difficult to accept that I am only woman officer other than maid/peon who dozes off in her chair.
I know after a year they get use to me…if they want stay here longer.
So, everything went normal for two weeks... until first week of October …all stress and little bit miss understandings...
About...one thing was…I was missing someone very badly …like I use to visit his profile very often…see all his likes/ unlike s...even traced out his recent dating stories…..(yes I am talking about my crush/friend)   things between us are sorted…just wanted to know ;how he is doing…maybe he had find some person…yap still tab in .
The only thing which…matters for me…is I am happy…satisfied…and tired at same time...
I don’t how I should talk with men’s around me … or how I should change their views…I am doing, I what can do…and that’s all. 

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